Old dogs must, indeed, learn new tricks. Let's see, if I am to refer to myself in this post as an old dog, I think I want to be a Yorkie, or a PomPoo, ooh, or a Pomsky...something cute, froofroo, soft, tiny, snuggable, lovable, and kissable. Either that or a beautiful chocolate lab. If I have to learn new 'tricks' for growth, survival, health, and renewal, I want to do so in as adorable a suit of myself as I possibly can.
The new tricks. What are they? I'm just learning some of them, and I am by no means a great magician. I'd like to perform new tricks with the same aplomb as David Copperfield, but, alas, I think I most likely appear with the grace that Archie Bunker might display as he tries to slice a woman in half, or swallow a flaming torch. Get the picture. Yep.
On to the tricks. What are they? The one I'm learning now is this: live in the new reality. Ta da. Five simple words. But the will power and endurance needed for it is in the realm of supernatural some days. Those of you who have been single or widowed after enduring much suffering and pain, much violation of your soul, and destruction of your self worth, value, and belief in yourself, know that past reality very easily meanders into your current life or relationship. Your entire being.....heart, skin, mind, stomach, lungs...respond to daily situations in today's reality as though they will produce the same pain, stress, fear, and trauma of yesterday's, yestermonth's, yesteryear's. Every broken relationship produces pain. I completely acquiesce to that truth. And it is truth. But, not all broken relationships, or divorces, or reasons for singlehood, have included the words that destroy, the onslaught of a voice daily telling you of your ugliness of soul, the waste you are of breath, the mess you make of others' lives. After many years of words like these, the soul has been shaped by them. Worthlessness, ugliness, gracelessness - these are reality to you.
This is the reality I speak of when I say you must live in a new one. You may not realize the need is within you until you are in a new relationship or married again, as I am. When you are told you are beautiful, you wince, sure that those words are a lie or that they are spoken merely to get you to do some deed wanted by the speaker. When you meet your spouse's old friend of the opposite sex, you are sure that person will be included in some joke about you by your spouse just to put you on the spot. When an argument about any silly old topic arises, your immediate thoughts jump to the old truth that you will not be listened to, respected, heard, cared for - and just as badly, you will be mocked, laughed at, have eyes rolled at you, belittled, told of how awful your character tends to be, and how much you need to get your spiritual self in order.
Breathe. Breathe. Just thinking of these things makes my heart start to race.
When the intense sensation of stress or pain arises in these situations, I must stop and think. What is happening in this very moment? Why do I feel the way I do? This person is NOT attacking me as I am accustomed to being attacked? But, my heart is pounding; I want to run: I want to put my dukes up and be ready for a fight of the most intense emotional brawl type. Wait. No. Breathe. Do NOT push the feeling away. What is it? What is its source? Am I being hurt now or does this conversation or event just bring memories right up to my hair follicles? Breathe. Do NOT blame your partner or friend. Feel the feeling, but do not act upon it. Recognize it for what it is: your past reality. Cry. Pray. Breathe. Journal. Accept it is a truth you lived. You live it no longer now that you are free from that past.
Please know I am NOT saying this is an easy set of steps. It is beyond wrong, even biblically wrong, to just tell someone to get over something, to just move on. Weeping happens. Mourning happens. Facing fear and dealing with it must happen. Saying to just move on is not compassionate and unwise. Being disgusted with yourself is not wise either. Validate the truth that you are a person in the long process of healing. Impatience with that only makes it much worse. I am also NOT advocating sitting in a slough of despondency. But take time to face the feelings, account for them, mourn in them, call them what they are - anger, fear, betrayal pain, lied to over and over again pain - ask yourself what these feelings are doing; say they are real; ask yourself what you are going to do with the feelings; make a decision on what you will do and how you will face them each time they arise.
Taking your thoughts captive requires a great strength of mind and heart. I know that if you are mentally, spiritually, and emotionally weary and worn, that strength seems beyond your grasp. Find a patient, trusted friend who will always speak truth to you and remind you of your new reality. Tell them you know it is difficult to keep helping you, that you do NOT intend to stay in this place or to manipulate attention from it, but let them know you need their counsel to guide you to the path of your new, true reality. Until you are strong, this might be your best source of healing.
Reminding yourself each time pain leaps out at you, when you are least expecting, or wanting it, will come more and more quickly as you strengthen your inner self, your sense of value, and your definition of yourself as a loved, lovable, and precious human being. Be patient with yourself, even if others are not. I know I don't NEED to say it again, but I'm going to: this is not free license to swim in pity pools. It is a gift of relief from guilt that you hurt, that panic attacks arise when you never want them to because you feel the old reality is present with you now. You are working towards the time when these things will happen so rarely you almost chuckle at them. It just isn't time yet. That is okay. Don't let anyone tell you you must be there. You are not a toy. You are not play dough easily shaped at a whim. You are a human soul in the healing forge.
Don't be afraid to do the work of this process. An old dog leaning a new trick requires patience from his master. Let's give ourselves, and those we love, that same gift. And remember, as you recognize your NEW reality, see your new partner, husband, or friends in that same new light. They are not part of your old reality, either. Don't hold them captive to it anymore than you want to be.
Woof, woof. I love you, Friends.
Gayle
Saturday, April 6, 2013
Thursday, December 6, 2012
The Writing Fever Hit Again....
Ahhh...a fresh, white screen sits before me, ready for the keyboard strikes to begin filling it. What an invitation to creative flow!!!!
Though not single anymore, I am not yet ready to change the name of this blog...especially since I don't know how to do all that fancy graphic stuff with those letters up there. A friend designed the Single Trials logo for me, and I am clueless about how to make the title something more akin to my new life as a married woman learning how to be a wife again.
Besides that, I still have alot of lessons learned, thoughts gleaned, and wounds healed or healing from the single years. So, my thinking on it isn't over.
The past few days, I have been thinking again on single friends, men and women, who are longing for a companion. It is a painful place to be 'alone' when you have known what companionship can feel like. We are all safe and truly sufficient to live alone, or raise children as single parents, but oh, the ease and restfulness of mind offered to the soul when a partner faces life beside us.
A recent reading of the early chapters of Genesis, and a bit of Donald Miller's book Searching for God Knows What, has me considering Adam in the Garden of Eden. You know the story...where the Creator God designed Adam to steward all of creation, to name animals...and then declared there was no companion suitable for the man, though there were hundreds, if not thousands, of species of animals all around him. Now, this Adam was in complete communion and fellowship with God Almighty. They talked and shared intimate time together. Yet, this story still declares there was not an equal companion for the man. God was enough..yet, He was not.
So, this has lead me to think that the longing for a companion after becoming a single person through divorce or death is not unusual at all. Nor is it unbiblical to long for such company. Yes, I know the passages on divorce and adultery, and the enormous disparity of opinions and conviction on these things, but I am not here to address that idea at present. That could mean writing another book on the subject, of which there are already hundreds. I am merely discussing the longing of the human heart....a heart the Father of Creation made to need companionship.
Please understand, I am not writing to discuss major theological understanding on this issue. I am discussing humanity, humanity that the Father created, that is more complex than the mere 67 books of the Bible could ever begin to cover with all its facets. God designed the human heart. He has spoken need into it. It is for Him to fill our deepest needs...those of the eternal spirit, the part of us that will go on living long after our heart stops beating. He also created the soul, the yearning soul, the one meant to connect to other human beings. We connect through friendships of a platonic nature, but we also crave the fellowship of one special person that will know us intimately like no other on earth will have the privilege.
Thus, my thoughts on my single friends; the ones who want what Edwin and I are growing into in our own lives. We are learning to be spouses to each other...doing the work of loving, listening, serving, and giving in order to be the couple into which God is shaping us for His purposes. My prayer for these folks is a redemption of their hearts....a restored joy in love. These aren't people who lived lurid lives that led to singleness due to illicit choices. They are individuals who have suffered loss, broken heartedness, and wounds that go deep to the bone. I believe with all my heart that the Father in heaven aches for these souls.
I dare not ever speak for God...that would show I think I know his mind, which would be an extreme lack of reverence for the omnipotence and omniscience which belong to Him alone. But, I know how He ministered such love to me, I know His heart is tender for His people, I know He can work outside of the box we humans have designed for him with our feeble minds and ideas. God can and does bring love again. He does restore joy. He does bring redemption. Even when we don't think we deserve it or will never see it.
Yes, the lonely heart needs healing in God alone. Yes, wounds must be dealt with in order to make a person ready to proceed into a new relationship. These things are vital to a healthy renewal of life. Without those two issues dealt with, only pain will exist. And some healing will only come as a new relationship begins and issues of pain are faced....one can't know what will happen in the heart until face to face with an opportunity to test the newly strengthened and healing heart. But, moving forward can happen. God does do that for us.
My prayer for my single friends is a restful heart in the Father's arms...a knowledge of His powerful love, protection, provision, and His banner over them. After that, I pray He brings them love on earth...a hand to hold, arms to squeeze them, a face to wake up to each morning, a heart to hear their own, hands to work out life's trials with, feet to work on a home or car..simple things that are valuable treasures a partner brings to the banquet table of life.
The Father in heaven is able and willing to bring love...partner..companionship suitable to our heart's need. He is enough. Truly. But, He does KNOW our longing.
I love you, my friends.
Though not single anymore, I am not yet ready to change the name of this blog...especially since I don't know how to do all that fancy graphic stuff with those letters up there. A friend designed the Single Trials logo for me, and I am clueless about how to make the title something more akin to my new life as a married woman learning how to be a wife again.
Besides that, I still have alot of lessons learned, thoughts gleaned, and wounds healed or healing from the single years. So, my thinking on it isn't over.
The past few days, I have been thinking again on single friends, men and women, who are longing for a companion. It is a painful place to be 'alone' when you have known what companionship can feel like. We are all safe and truly sufficient to live alone, or raise children as single parents, but oh, the ease and restfulness of mind offered to the soul when a partner faces life beside us.
A recent reading of the early chapters of Genesis, and a bit of Donald Miller's book Searching for God Knows What, has me considering Adam in the Garden of Eden. You know the story...where the Creator God designed Adam to steward all of creation, to name animals...and then declared there was no companion suitable for the man, though there were hundreds, if not thousands, of species of animals all around him. Now, this Adam was in complete communion and fellowship with God Almighty. They talked and shared intimate time together. Yet, this story still declares there was not an equal companion for the man. God was enough..yet, He was not.
So, this has lead me to think that the longing for a companion after becoming a single person through divorce or death is not unusual at all. Nor is it unbiblical to long for such company. Yes, I know the passages on divorce and adultery, and the enormous disparity of opinions and conviction on these things, but I am not here to address that idea at present. That could mean writing another book on the subject, of which there are already hundreds. I am merely discussing the longing of the human heart....a heart the Father of Creation made to need companionship.
Please understand, I am not writing to discuss major theological understanding on this issue. I am discussing humanity, humanity that the Father created, that is more complex than the mere 67 books of the Bible could ever begin to cover with all its facets. God designed the human heart. He has spoken need into it. It is for Him to fill our deepest needs...those of the eternal spirit, the part of us that will go on living long after our heart stops beating. He also created the soul, the yearning soul, the one meant to connect to other human beings. We connect through friendships of a platonic nature, but we also crave the fellowship of one special person that will know us intimately like no other on earth will have the privilege.
Thus, my thoughts on my single friends; the ones who want what Edwin and I are growing into in our own lives. We are learning to be spouses to each other...doing the work of loving, listening, serving, and giving in order to be the couple into which God is shaping us for His purposes. My prayer for these folks is a redemption of their hearts....a restored joy in love. These aren't people who lived lurid lives that led to singleness due to illicit choices. They are individuals who have suffered loss, broken heartedness, and wounds that go deep to the bone. I believe with all my heart that the Father in heaven aches for these souls.
I dare not ever speak for God...that would show I think I know his mind, which would be an extreme lack of reverence for the omnipotence and omniscience which belong to Him alone. But, I know how He ministered such love to me, I know His heart is tender for His people, I know He can work outside of the box we humans have designed for him with our feeble minds and ideas. God can and does bring love again. He does restore joy. He does bring redemption. Even when we don't think we deserve it or will never see it.
Yes, the lonely heart needs healing in God alone. Yes, wounds must be dealt with in order to make a person ready to proceed into a new relationship. These things are vital to a healthy renewal of life. Without those two issues dealt with, only pain will exist. And some healing will only come as a new relationship begins and issues of pain are faced....one can't know what will happen in the heart until face to face with an opportunity to test the newly strengthened and healing heart. But, moving forward can happen. God does do that for us.
My prayer for my single friends is a restful heart in the Father's arms...a knowledge of His powerful love, protection, provision, and His banner over them. After that, I pray He brings them love on earth...a hand to hold, arms to squeeze them, a face to wake up to each morning, a heart to hear their own, hands to work out life's trials with, feet to work on a home or car..simple things that are valuable treasures a partner brings to the banquet table of life.
The Father in heaven is able and willing to bring love...partner..companionship suitable to our heart's need. He is enough. Truly. But, He does KNOW our longing.
I love you, my friends.
Tuesday, December 4, 2012
Single Trials...lesson learned along the way
Wow, I just looked at the date of the last blog I wrote and realized it has been nine months since being creative and thought provoking here on the blog. Quite honestly, my blogs about single life were creating too much personal drama, life interrogation, gossip, and slander, I just gave up on using this media to share my thinking and pondering on all that was happening in me during the days and months living as a woman alone raising several children, working two and three part time jobs, and maintaining a house and home. The stress wasn't worth the energy gained by pouring myself in to creative writing.
But, much has happened in the past several months, and darn it all, I feel like writing again.
For one thing, I'm not single anymore.
That's right. On October 19th, 2012, I was joined in marriage to an amazing man of God, of passion, of commitment, and love...Edwin Cohea. Also, I moved to a town seventy miles away from where I'd lived for almost thirty years. Jobs changed, schools changed, church changed, friends around me changed, name changed, .....a lot changed. But, I'm still standing. Thank you, Father, because I know apart from you, I could not be standing with any strength, worth or grace....you are at work in me.
Moving as a single woman was an astounding task. I was overwhelmed in every way. Without the aid of wonderful friends, I would not have been able to accomplish such a huge task. Surrounding yourself with good friends, folks in a supportive church like I had...these are vital choices for single folks to make. I learned a great deal about humbley asking for and accepting help during the time of the move from a huge house, to a smaller one in a community seventy miles away. Much sacrifice was made on my behalf....I cannot praise God for it enough. I pray often, still, that He blesses those people who gave so much to me then.
During the months leading to my move, I was praying the prayer many single people pray. "Lord, please send someone who will love me well..someone I can respect, love, serve, care about in earnest...someone who will love my children like his own...someone who will love you more than he loves me, because I know if he loves you, he will love me well. Please, Father..I'm weary of being alone, I'm overwhelmed, I want a partner, I want a friend, I don't want to sleep and wake alone anymore. Lord, I know you are supposed to be ENOUGH....and in life, you are...but I long for a tangible hand to hold, Lord. Please understand..I know you do..I know you know my heart."
Well, it was not long after that God sent Edwin. Here's the ripper...you'd be amazed at all the people that think they know the heart of God for me; the ones who declared I was disgusting, adulteress, sinful, not spiritual, sad, etc. Yet, those folks did not know every legal, spiritual, emotional detail of my life, my bills, my circumstances, my mind....or my conversation with my Father. I am beyond grateful for God's work in bringing Edwin to me....the details are so phenomenal to go over in order to see His hand in little tidbits of each happening or conversation between Edwin and me. But, it is easier for people to judge and be offended by my choices, my joy, my delight, than to seek to really know what was happening for me.
Be learned, single friends, that it is often human nature for the heart of man, or woman, friend, family, whoever...to not know what to do WITH YOU when you enter into a joyful place, when you feel or believe God is moving in your life but they do not get it as you do. Many opinions will come your way, many words of judgment, many words of disdain....yet most of those won't come after a nice, long conversation with you as a person gets to know your heart.
Those sharp, fiery darts will be aimed at you in reaction, not response. They will come in letters, emails, facebook posts, comments to other friends. So, get ready to wield a tough skin.
I learned this the hard way. Oh, admonishments came to me...be ready, don't be so open with your life, don't let so many into your business, guard yourself. But, I've always been an open book, so I hid nothing, since I had nothing to hide. When I had joy, I shared it. Yet, I'm here to share with you now...be wise, be tempered, be measured as my husband likes to say. Be wise in whom you trust with your secret joy treasures. No, you are not ashamed of them, but guard your joys and share them with only those who will rejoice with you.
I am NOT saying you won't receive some honest, loving admonishment from someone who truly knows you, has suffered like and with you. If you do, then listen to those folks, receive their words as ones of care and genuine concern. Pray over them. But, only those words. Just let fly those that come from spite, hatefulness, judgment and criticism that has no base in love for you or God. It is not a person who truly fears God, and knows him or reveres Him, that can spew venomous words as though they are from His heart for you. God does not work that way. You don't see that in the new covenant anywhere.
A precious friend recently shared with me wisdom learned when she traversed the same path I have trod this past year. She said she learned to become very intimate with her husband and her heavenly Father; to let her joys be with those two most precious men in her life. Others like to steal joy in the redemption of God in your life. Guard that work.
I learned the hard way. When God is doing redemptive, restorative work in you, your life, or your circumstances...restoring joy to broken places in your heart - rejoice only before the Father and with those you know whose hearts will grasp the deep places to which God has taken you. Do not exploit those treasures like cheap Chuckie Cheese toys won with paper tokens....cherish them and handle them tenderly and with protection as prizes from heaven, given to you in dark places, treacherous adventures, and painful works as God alone can foster in you. These gifts may be personally in you, they may also be in the gifts of love from another....redemption, restored joy, healing, wounds cleansed...delight in them as straight from the hand of God. Boldly give thanks for them and do not let the enemy of your soul steal them through guilt, fear, worry, or the words of unkind people.
I rejoice with you, my dear friends, who are and have been single...who God is loving as a faithful husbandman, and who God may be giving a mate to even today. He is faithful...trust Him with your prayers and with your rejoicing. Your intimacy with Him, your security in Him....precious indeed.
I love you, friends. You are such treasures.
But, much has happened in the past several months, and darn it all, I feel like writing again.
For one thing, I'm not single anymore.
That's right. On October 19th, 2012, I was joined in marriage to an amazing man of God, of passion, of commitment, and love...Edwin Cohea. Also, I moved to a town seventy miles away from where I'd lived for almost thirty years. Jobs changed, schools changed, church changed, friends around me changed, name changed, .....a lot changed. But, I'm still standing. Thank you, Father, because I know apart from you, I could not be standing with any strength, worth or grace....you are at work in me.
Moving as a single woman was an astounding task. I was overwhelmed in every way. Without the aid of wonderful friends, I would not have been able to accomplish such a huge task. Surrounding yourself with good friends, folks in a supportive church like I had...these are vital choices for single folks to make. I learned a great deal about humbley asking for and accepting help during the time of the move from a huge house, to a smaller one in a community seventy miles away. Much sacrifice was made on my behalf....I cannot praise God for it enough. I pray often, still, that He blesses those people who gave so much to me then.
During the months leading to my move, I was praying the prayer many single people pray. "Lord, please send someone who will love me well..someone I can respect, love, serve, care about in earnest...someone who will love my children like his own...someone who will love you more than he loves me, because I know if he loves you, he will love me well. Please, Father..I'm weary of being alone, I'm overwhelmed, I want a partner, I want a friend, I don't want to sleep and wake alone anymore. Lord, I know you are supposed to be ENOUGH....and in life, you are...but I long for a tangible hand to hold, Lord. Please understand..I know you do..I know you know my heart."
Well, it was not long after that God sent Edwin. Here's the ripper...you'd be amazed at all the people that think they know the heart of God for me; the ones who declared I was disgusting, adulteress, sinful, not spiritual, sad, etc. Yet, those folks did not know every legal, spiritual, emotional detail of my life, my bills, my circumstances, my mind....or my conversation with my Father. I am beyond grateful for God's work in bringing Edwin to me....the details are so phenomenal to go over in order to see His hand in little tidbits of each happening or conversation between Edwin and me. But, it is easier for people to judge and be offended by my choices, my joy, my delight, than to seek to really know what was happening for me.
Be learned, single friends, that it is often human nature for the heart of man, or woman, friend, family, whoever...to not know what to do WITH YOU when you enter into a joyful place, when you feel or believe God is moving in your life but they do not get it as you do. Many opinions will come your way, many words of judgment, many words of disdain....yet most of those won't come after a nice, long conversation with you as a person gets to know your heart.
Those sharp, fiery darts will be aimed at you in reaction, not response. They will come in letters, emails, facebook posts, comments to other friends. So, get ready to wield a tough skin.
I learned this the hard way. Oh, admonishments came to me...be ready, don't be so open with your life, don't let so many into your business, guard yourself. But, I've always been an open book, so I hid nothing, since I had nothing to hide. When I had joy, I shared it. Yet, I'm here to share with you now...be wise, be tempered, be measured as my husband likes to say. Be wise in whom you trust with your secret joy treasures. No, you are not ashamed of them, but guard your joys and share them with only those who will rejoice with you.
I am NOT saying you won't receive some honest, loving admonishment from someone who truly knows you, has suffered like and with you. If you do, then listen to those folks, receive their words as ones of care and genuine concern. Pray over them. But, only those words. Just let fly those that come from spite, hatefulness, judgment and criticism that has no base in love for you or God. It is not a person who truly fears God, and knows him or reveres Him, that can spew venomous words as though they are from His heart for you. God does not work that way. You don't see that in the new covenant anywhere.
A precious friend recently shared with me wisdom learned when she traversed the same path I have trod this past year. She said she learned to become very intimate with her husband and her heavenly Father; to let her joys be with those two most precious men in her life. Others like to steal joy in the redemption of God in your life. Guard that work.
I learned the hard way. When God is doing redemptive, restorative work in you, your life, or your circumstances...restoring joy to broken places in your heart - rejoice only before the Father and with those you know whose hearts will grasp the deep places to which God has taken you. Do not exploit those treasures like cheap Chuckie Cheese toys won with paper tokens....cherish them and handle them tenderly and with protection as prizes from heaven, given to you in dark places, treacherous adventures, and painful works as God alone can foster in you. These gifts may be personally in you, they may also be in the gifts of love from another....redemption, restored joy, healing, wounds cleansed...delight in them as straight from the hand of God. Boldly give thanks for them and do not let the enemy of your soul steal them through guilt, fear, worry, or the words of unkind people.
I rejoice with you, my dear friends, who are and have been single...who God is loving as a faithful husbandman, and who God may be giving a mate to even today. He is faithful...trust Him with your prayers and with your rejoicing. Your intimacy with Him, your security in Him....precious indeed.
I love you, friends. You are such treasures.
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Never Planned an Agenda
As a writer, I notice the composition style and mannerisms of other writers whether they be on a blog, a magazine article, a news clipping, or a Facebook post. It sounds awful of me, but I notice grammatical errors, spelling faux pas, and poor word choices. More than these, though, I notice when someone authors a piece with a specific agenda in mind; a targeted audience of many or just one.
There are times that a topic must be addressed in writing, and an agenda is in the forefront of the writer's mind. Topical essays, letters to the editor, magazine articles - each has very appropriate times when an agenda is the purpose of the composition. Appropriate is a key word there. Ofttimes, when a person speaks or writes with an agenda in mind, it is done with a titch of cynicism, with a goal of 'making a kill' to a particular person, club, or group. This always gives me a discomforting feeling, as though somewhere down the pike, some grace went missing.
I've hoped and purposed as I've written this blog to NOT be agenda minded, to NOT try to score any points against anyone in my life. Being gracious and classy is more important to me. Really.
But, today, I might slip a bit. My heart and mind have been aching too much to not speak of a topic that concerns me and hurts me. The topic is gossip.
I am not sure what makes people desire to be unkind in their speech. Or what makes people need to find out information that is absolutely not one shred of their business. There is a complete awareness on my part that I am not the first, nor will I be the last - what a shame - divorcing or maritally battling person to be discussed in whispers or rooms where I am not present. If someone really and sincerely wants to know something about my life, should they not ask ME instead of a neighbor, distant family member, fellow church member?
People going through divorce, separation, or marital strife are truly stressed. Usually, if a couple gets to the point of separating or divorce, the marriage has gone beyond basic agitating behaviors or personality clashes. Would it not be better to sincerely pray for those people, have compassion, than to sit and discuss them in your front parlor or the women's bathroom at church?
Father, please forgive me for this sin if it has been in my past. Please bring it to mind if I have done this. I want to make it right with anyone I've hurt.
Single people - by choice or by forced action on them - are going through hell and high water. To add hurt to their already stressed days by speaking unkindly of them, questioning their decisions and actions and activities - what is the purpose or value of such deeds by you? Ask yourself this the next time a name comes to the tip of your tongue and you want to speak harshly, judge critically, or make a sweeping assessment of the life of that person. Should you keep talking, or stop mid-sentence and ask for self control?
If you are sincerely concerned and not just curious about a single person's life, then ask them with genuine, authentic compassion. Pray for them. Hug them. Listen to them. Do NOT take what they tell you and use it for morsels of sweetness to feed to another person where those words will turn sour in their soul. Protect your single friend; protect your family member going through tough times.
If you have NOT walked in the shoes of a single person or single parent, then you have no idea about the reasons WHY they make household or parenting decisions they must make for pure survival, financial risk, or household peace and sanity. If you have NOT tried to parent, work, maintain a car and home, keep a pantry full, a school schedule covered, children disciplined and getting along, pay bills, look for better work, sell your house, go to school...all without the aid of a good spouse, then please do NOT think you might have better ideas for the single person.
If you have prayed for them and the heavenly Father gives you a creative solution to a household issue, repair, finance problem, then please share it with them. The opposite of this true help is to discuss with other people the problem you see in the home, how you think the single friend is missing the boat, how you have a much better solution and how you would never make that same mistake. Oh, how the Father in heaven has humbled me from such pedestals of pride in my own life. When I was a young mother, I was sure my children would NEVER do what other bratty kids did. NO way. I had better methods of mothering. When I watched other husbands and wives lose their way, I was sure that would never be me, I had the Holy Spirit, I would always be strong and could always make things work with enough spirituality in my life.
How wrong I was on both counts. I can sincerely say I am thankful for the merciful humbling God has brought to me. He has not been harsh with me as He's shown me just how ugly my heart was in its critical state. My gratefulness for the love He's filled me with is overflowing....really. I can say that with honesty, even though crap still happens.
This post is more harsh in nature than my usual writing. It is focused at some personal pains of late, words I've heard cast at my reputation, my name, my activities....but never to my face, just the 'she said, she heard that you such and such'. Oh, really. SHE never asked me. SHE or HE never talked to me about any of this.
I have asked God to convict my heart when I hurt others this way. Please, Father, keep me from harming people. It is so hurtful. Even though we are told that what others think of us is not our business; or don't worry what others think of you - having your name and character and choices and activities judged, critiqued, and discussed is not an easy flaming arrow to douse.
Taking thoughts captive is what I always pray to do if I hear bad things about myself. But that takes energy, prayer and an attitude of forgiveness. Truthfully, if it wasn't happening, the energy would be spared for more substantial issues in life.
Spare your friends and family this energy robbing mental battle. Shape your speech with compassion and genuine care directed AT your single friend. Don't let your words about them travel through the air to ears that need NOT hear them. Speak only to your stressed and busy friend, and when you do, have the goal of love from a pure heart, like Paul did when he instructed his followers.
I love you friends, I want NO distance, no hurts in the air. I am positive your other friends do not either. Love with your words.
Love you truly, Gayle
There are times that a topic must be addressed in writing, and an agenda is in the forefront of the writer's mind. Topical essays, letters to the editor, magazine articles - each has very appropriate times when an agenda is the purpose of the composition. Appropriate is a key word there. Ofttimes, when a person speaks or writes with an agenda in mind, it is done with a titch of cynicism, with a goal of 'making a kill' to a particular person, club, or group. This always gives me a discomforting feeling, as though somewhere down the pike, some grace went missing.
I've hoped and purposed as I've written this blog to NOT be agenda minded, to NOT try to score any points against anyone in my life. Being gracious and classy is more important to me. Really.
But, today, I might slip a bit. My heart and mind have been aching too much to not speak of a topic that concerns me and hurts me. The topic is gossip.
I am not sure what makes people desire to be unkind in their speech. Or what makes people need to find out information that is absolutely not one shred of their business. There is a complete awareness on my part that I am not the first, nor will I be the last - what a shame - divorcing or maritally battling person to be discussed in whispers or rooms where I am not present. If someone really and sincerely wants to know something about my life, should they not ask ME instead of a neighbor, distant family member, fellow church member?
People going through divorce, separation, or marital strife are truly stressed. Usually, if a couple gets to the point of separating or divorce, the marriage has gone beyond basic agitating behaviors or personality clashes. Would it not be better to sincerely pray for those people, have compassion, than to sit and discuss them in your front parlor or the women's bathroom at church?
Father, please forgive me for this sin if it has been in my past. Please bring it to mind if I have done this. I want to make it right with anyone I've hurt.
Single people - by choice or by forced action on them - are going through hell and high water. To add hurt to their already stressed days by speaking unkindly of them, questioning their decisions and actions and activities - what is the purpose or value of such deeds by you? Ask yourself this the next time a name comes to the tip of your tongue and you want to speak harshly, judge critically, or make a sweeping assessment of the life of that person. Should you keep talking, or stop mid-sentence and ask for self control?
If you are sincerely concerned and not just curious about a single person's life, then ask them with genuine, authentic compassion. Pray for them. Hug them. Listen to them. Do NOT take what they tell you and use it for morsels of sweetness to feed to another person where those words will turn sour in their soul. Protect your single friend; protect your family member going through tough times.
If you have NOT walked in the shoes of a single person or single parent, then you have no idea about the reasons WHY they make household or parenting decisions they must make for pure survival, financial risk, or household peace and sanity. If you have NOT tried to parent, work, maintain a car and home, keep a pantry full, a school schedule covered, children disciplined and getting along, pay bills, look for better work, sell your house, go to school...all without the aid of a good spouse, then please do NOT think you might have better ideas for the single person.
If you have prayed for them and the heavenly Father gives you a creative solution to a household issue, repair, finance problem, then please share it with them. The opposite of this true help is to discuss with other people the problem you see in the home, how you think the single friend is missing the boat, how you have a much better solution and how you would never make that same mistake. Oh, how the Father in heaven has humbled me from such pedestals of pride in my own life. When I was a young mother, I was sure my children would NEVER do what other bratty kids did. NO way. I had better methods of mothering. When I watched other husbands and wives lose their way, I was sure that would never be me, I had the Holy Spirit, I would always be strong and could always make things work with enough spirituality in my life.
How wrong I was on both counts. I can sincerely say I am thankful for the merciful humbling God has brought to me. He has not been harsh with me as He's shown me just how ugly my heart was in its critical state. My gratefulness for the love He's filled me with is overflowing....really. I can say that with honesty, even though crap still happens.
This post is more harsh in nature than my usual writing. It is focused at some personal pains of late, words I've heard cast at my reputation, my name, my activities....but never to my face, just the 'she said, she heard that you such and such'. Oh, really. SHE never asked me. SHE or HE never talked to me about any of this.
I have asked God to convict my heart when I hurt others this way. Please, Father, keep me from harming people. It is so hurtful. Even though we are told that what others think of us is not our business; or don't worry what others think of you - having your name and character and choices and activities judged, critiqued, and discussed is not an easy flaming arrow to douse.
Taking thoughts captive is what I always pray to do if I hear bad things about myself. But that takes energy, prayer and an attitude of forgiveness. Truthfully, if it wasn't happening, the energy would be spared for more substantial issues in life.
Spare your friends and family this energy robbing mental battle. Shape your speech with compassion and genuine care directed AT your single friend. Don't let your words about them travel through the air to ears that need NOT hear them. Speak only to your stressed and busy friend, and when you do, have the goal of love from a pure heart, like Paul did when he instructed his followers.
I love you friends, I want NO distance, no hurts in the air. I am positive your other friends do not either. Love with your words.
Love you truly, Gayle
Sunday, February 26, 2012
Fellowship of friends...vital to thriving as a single person
This morning, I spent an hour in the company of so many good friends. I'd dropped my children off at Sunday School and was then planning to leave for my workplace a bit early for my shift. But, instead, I stayed and chatted with many dear folks God has sent into my life. I left the church feeling richer for each second spent in hugging, chatting, and sharing.
One of the conversations left me with a greater understanding of just how vital these moments of fellowship are for healing, thriving, and moving forward as a single person.
After I received tight squeezes from one couple, a conversation was started between us regarding my blog and how it touches the lives of people. We began discussing the hunger for love that exists in so many men and women that are single after a painful marriage and divorce. So often, in a very troublesome marriage, the hearts in it are hurting and very empty. Many times, abusive words and actions have caused scarring and aching that cut deep into the core of the soul. The loneliness and yearning for love in such situations is a force with which many must battle like Gandalf battled Saruman in The Lord of the Rings. If you have seen those movies, you will know the power thrown about in that fight was intense, injurious, and life threatening.
A heart broken by words that damaged it is hungry - like a ravenous lion preying about for anything to fill its belly. The problem is that a starving lion will eat rotting meat, not just a fresh kill. A dying animal will chew upon a creature covered in maggots, not caring about the condition of its meal, just that its stomach pangs are satiated.
Pretty unsavory images there, aren't they? And exactly how does that connect to the conversation I had this morning with two very dear people? I think you can sense where I am headed, can't you?
When a man or woman is left alone after a divorce, whether by no choice of his or her own, or by the choice to seek freedom and healing; this person is usually starving for a connection that will fill all the aching spots within that have gone without feeding for far too long. Left starving for affection, tenderness, kindness, and genuine care, a heart is emaciated, dry, and screaming for something, anything, to fill its tortured emptiness.
You know I am going to tell you that there is only ONE who can ultimately fill the deepest ache of your heart.
Jesus is the sole lover of your soul who can satisfy your intense need. And do NOT get me wrong - the need is INTENSE and it is REAL.
Love is a horribly vital desire of the human spirit, heart and soul. The kind that satisfies, though, is only found in Christ Jesus. No human on earth can fill your hearts emptiness. You will forever be disappointed by a man or woman if you look to them to heal your heart's lonely places. You will be giving them an impossible task to carry out for you as they try to show you love.
Before you grab onto, or grasp the hand of offered love, fall at the feet of the heavenly Father, receive His unending, never changing, sovereign, merciful love for you. Allow Him to fill you, heal you, feed you, and hydrate your dry, parched heart.
It will take great strength of heart, which you most likely won't feel you possess, to stand firm against the rush of feelings that come over you when a kind word is spoken, a sweet gesture if offered, or someone of the opposite sex even offers you respect. Do not leap at these morsels for the filling of your emptiness. They are morsels, not full banquet feasts.
One day, a feast of human love may come your way, but, it will only be filling to you after you have satiated your hunger at the banquet of the Father's love for you. Give yourself some healing time to let his love overwhelm you. Kindness, respect, friendliness, romance - these all feel like water on a parched sponge after it has lain in the desert for months. But, be wise.
I am NOT suggesting you reject all offers of love or kindness; do not act embittered towards the opposite sex. I am speaking of not leaping at the first tidbits of kindness or flirtation that come your way because they seem like water to a parched tongue!!! You are worth the time taken to heal and become strong. Your heart is worth the richness you will gain as you grow in love with Jesus before grasping at the love of a human being.
Loneliness hurts. I know. Life feels better somehow when shared with a lover - a stroll on a beach, a walk in the mall, a drive in the country - all feel more wonderful when you can hold the hand of someone you love. But these same events can be a wealth of adventure and memory making when shared with a group of friends or your children, or parents. Or even alone. Yes, alone. When you know you are accompanied by the One who loves you most of all, each event is never really one where loneliness has to be the mindset with which you face it. Being alone...not in the company of another human...is not a precursor to loneliness. Remember, I do not advocate always doing things alone.....being with friends is healthy, warranted, wanted, enjoyable...all sorts of adjectives and adverbs. But, sometimes, doing something, just you, is okay. When you know you have your Bridegroom along beside you.
So, don't leap at offerings of romance or kindness like a dying animal might leap upon a carcass in the road. Your next love need not be road kill. You don't need to be that hungry. Let your soul and heart be healed and loved by the Ultimate Lover. Then, when love comes as a banquet feast for you, you can approach the buffet table and choose those delicacies suited to your palette, your greatest delights, and your hearts deepest desires.
As you await that banquet, feast upon the richness of dear friends, family, and folks who feed your soul with their precious love and care in Jesus.
I love you, friends....Gayle
One of the conversations left me with a greater understanding of just how vital these moments of fellowship are for healing, thriving, and moving forward as a single person.
After I received tight squeezes from one couple, a conversation was started between us regarding my blog and how it touches the lives of people. We began discussing the hunger for love that exists in so many men and women that are single after a painful marriage and divorce. So often, in a very troublesome marriage, the hearts in it are hurting and very empty. Many times, abusive words and actions have caused scarring and aching that cut deep into the core of the soul. The loneliness and yearning for love in such situations is a force with which many must battle like Gandalf battled Saruman in The Lord of the Rings. If you have seen those movies, you will know the power thrown about in that fight was intense, injurious, and life threatening.
A heart broken by words that damaged it is hungry - like a ravenous lion preying about for anything to fill its belly. The problem is that a starving lion will eat rotting meat, not just a fresh kill. A dying animal will chew upon a creature covered in maggots, not caring about the condition of its meal, just that its stomach pangs are satiated.
Pretty unsavory images there, aren't they? And exactly how does that connect to the conversation I had this morning with two very dear people? I think you can sense where I am headed, can't you?
When a man or woman is left alone after a divorce, whether by no choice of his or her own, or by the choice to seek freedom and healing; this person is usually starving for a connection that will fill all the aching spots within that have gone without feeding for far too long. Left starving for affection, tenderness, kindness, and genuine care, a heart is emaciated, dry, and screaming for something, anything, to fill its tortured emptiness.
You know I am going to tell you that there is only ONE who can ultimately fill the deepest ache of your heart.
Jesus is the sole lover of your soul who can satisfy your intense need. And do NOT get me wrong - the need is INTENSE and it is REAL.
Love is a horribly vital desire of the human spirit, heart and soul. The kind that satisfies, though, is only found in Christ Jesus. No human on earth can fill your hearts emptiness. You will forever be disappointed by a man or woman if you look to them to heal your heart's lonely places. You will be giving them an impossible task to carry out for you as they try to show you love.
Before you grab onto, or grasp the hand of offered love, fall at the feet of the heavenly Father, receive His unending, never changing, sovereign, merciful love for you. Allow Him to fill you, heal you, feed you, and hydrate your dry, parched heart.
It will take great strength of heart, which you most likely won't feel you possess, to stand firm against the rush of feelings that come over you when a kind word is spoken, a sweet gesture if offered, or someone of the opposite sex even offers you respect. Do not leap at these morsels for the filling of your emptiness. They are morsels, not full banquet feasts.
One day, a feast of human love may come your way, but, it will only be filling to you after you have satiated your hunger at the banquet of the Father's love for you. Give yourself some healing time to let his love overwhelm you. Kindness, respect, friendliness, romance - these all feel like water on a parched sponge after it has lain in the desert for months. But, be wise.
I am NOT suggesting you reject all offers of love or kindness; do not act embittered towards the opposite sex. I am speaking of not leaping at the first tidbits of kindness or flirtation that come your way because they seem like water to a parched tongue!!! You are worth the time taken to heal and become strong. Your heart is worth the richness you will gain as you grow in love with Jesus before grasping at the love of a human being.
Loneliness hurts. I know. Life feels better somehow when shared with a lover - a stroll on a beach, a walk in the mall, a drive in the country - all feel more wonderful when you can hold the hand of someone you love. But these same events can be a wealth of adventure and memory making when shared with a group of friends or your children, or parents. Or even alone. Yes, alone. When you know you are accompanied by the One who loves you most of all, each event is never really one where loneliness has to be the mindset with which you face it. Being alone...not in the company of another human...is not a precursor to loneliness. Remember, I do not advocate always doing things alone.....being with friends is healthy, warranted, wanted, enjoyable...all sorts of adjectives and adverbs. But, sometimes, doing something, just you, is okay. When you know you have your Bridegroom along beside you.
So, don't leap at offerings of romance or kindness like a dying animal might leap upon a carcass in the road. Your next love need not be road kill. You don't need to be that hungry. Let your soul and heart be healed and loved by the Ultimate Lover. Then, when love comes as a banquet feast for you, you can approach the buffet table and choose those delicacies suited to your palette, your greatest delights, and your hearts deepest desires.
As you await that banquet, feast upon the richness of dear friends, family, and folks who feed your soul with their precious love and care in Jesus.
I love you, friends....Gayle
Thursday, February 16, 2012
I know you want to be loved, but......
In a majority of the cases, divorced or widowed people would like to be remarried again, or at least a partner in a monogamously commited couple. It is natural to want to be loved again, and to offer the love one has in his or her own heart.
After months or many years of being 'alone', or not part of a loving couple, the human soul longs to connect in ways beyond friendship. The relationship that is friends first, then wonderfully leads to romance, is the longing of many a human heart.
But, in the longing to be loved by another, are you loving yourself enough first and foremost?
By this question, I mean, do you love yourself enough to demand that the person you connect to in love will also love YOU with respect, honor, and, the behaviors that would show that same respect and honor?
Are you settling for qualities that you do NOT want to live with the rest of your life?
You want love, but are you settling?
Settling has a negative connotation, doesn't it? It's not a peaceful, satisfying acquiescence to a condition; it is an unsatisfied, gotta take what you can get sort of decision.
Are you afraid no one else will want you? Do you think that a new love who pays attention to you, but is often rude or angry, is the one you must accept for love because another chance at a relationship may never happen?
Do you allow someone to make you battle feeling belittled? Stupid? Your ideas are unimportant? They won't admit to a deed when your feelings have been hurt? They won't discuss a painful occurance to you, because ultimately, it means they have to confess a wrong doing or an actual sin against you? He or she can be flirtatious with the opposite sex, but if you even greet a friend of the opposite sex with a hug, you are being inappropriate?
If any of these questions cause you to say, "Yes," then move on my friend. Stand up and love yourself.
Tell yourself you are WORTH loving, respecting, and treating well. Do NOT believe the lie that no one else will want you, or take you as you are, so you must accept rude behavior, callous comments, belittling words, or disrespect in any form.
Love yourself as God loves you. He has given you value by creating you in His Image, and by letting His son die for you. This world is full of brokenness caused by the fall of man, not God....but, there are men and women who choose wise, loving, honorable behaviors who can fall in love with you so that you have NO need to giving in to a relationship that will always hurt you.
Now, please, do not get me wrong. In any relationship, there will be moments of weakness, hurt feelings, and words for which someone must apologize. But, if those words and behaviors are the NORM, and not the abnormal, and someone does not want to discuss those things in order to apologize for them, then RUN to the nearest exit and wait for the BEST for you.
You are worth waiting for the best. Each of us has a best. Look yourself in the face as you gaze in a mirror, tell yourself you are worth more than gold; you will not SETTLE for less than a love that thrills your heart, encourages your spirit, makes your soar with delight in your soul, and gives you smiles at every thought of it.
Do NOT allow your heart to be ruled by a love that causes you to need to walk on eggshells in order to keep someone else happy, non-argumentative, and nice to you. Choose healthy, sound love. Be aware of any words or behaviors that send red flags flying before you eyes. Yield to those red flags. Don't let them keep waving over you, flaring in your face - lower those flags and walk away.
You are worth all the efforts and the sense of temporary loss you might experience as you choose to wait for a better love.
Wait for the best.
Settle for nothing less.
I love you, friends....Gayle
After months or many years of being 'alone', or not part of a loving couple, the human soul longs to connect in ways beyond friendship. The relationship that is friends first, then wonderfully leads to romance, is the longing of many a human heart.
But, in the longing to be loved by another, are you loving yourself enough first and foremost?
By this question, I mean, do you love yourself enough to demand that the person you connect to in love will also love YOU with respect, honor, and, the behaviors that would show that same respect and honor?
Are you settling for qualities that you do NOT want to live with the rest of your life?
You want love, but are you settling?
Settling has a negative connotation, doesn't it? It's not a peaceful, satisfying acquiescence to a condition; it is an unsatisfied, gotta take what you can get sort of decision.
Are you afraid no one else will want you? Do you think that a new love who pays attention to you, but is often rude or angry, is the one you must accept for love because another chance at a relationship may never happen?
Do you allow someone to make you battle feeling belittled? Stupid? Your ideas are unimportant? They won't admit to a deed when your feelings have been hurt? They won't discuss a painful occurance to you, because ultimately, it means they have to confess a wrong doing or an actual sin against you? He or she can be flirtatious with the opposite sex, but if you even greet a friend of the opposite sex with a hug, you are being inappropriate?
If any of these questions cause you to say, "Yes," then move on my friend. Stand up and love yourself.
Tell yourself you are WORTH loving, respecting, and treating well. Do NOT believe the lie that no one else will want you, or take you as you are, so you must accept rude behavior, callous comments, belittling words, or disrespect in any form.
Love yourself as God loves you. He has given you value by creating you in His Image, and by letting His son die for you. This world is full of brokenness caused by the fall of man, not God....but, there are men and women who choose wise, loving, honorable behaviors who can fall in love with you so that you have NO need to giving in to a relationship that will always hurt you.
Now, please, do not get me wrong. In any relationship, there will be moments of weakness, hurt feelings, and words for which someone must apologize. But, if those words and behaviors are the NORM, and not the abnormal, and someone does not want to discuss those things in order to apologize for them, then RUN to the nearest exit and wait for the BEST for you.
You are worth waiting for the best. Each of us has a best. Look yourself in the face as you gaze in a mirror, tell yourself you are worth more than gold; you will not SETTLE for less than a love that thrills your heart, encourages your spirit, makes your soar with delight in your soul, and gives you smiles at every thought of it.
Do NOT allow your heart to be ruled by a love that causes you to need to walk on eggshells in order to keep someone else happy, non-argumentative, and nice to you. Choose healthy, sound love. Be aware of any words or behaviors that send red flags flying before you eyes. Yield to those red flags. Don't let them keep waving over you, flaring in your face - lower those flags and walk away.
You are worth all the efforts and the sense of temporary loss you might experience as you choose to wait for a better love.
Wait for the best.
Settle for nothing less.
I love you, friends....Gayle
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Valentine's Day Schmalentine's Day
February 14th. The 45th day of the year. Just another day, really. Hallmark Holiday. There is not a law in humanity that says we must celebrate how wonderful love and relationships are on this particular day. But......
Societal pressures abound. Where do you go that you do NOT get inundated with cards, chocolates, flowers, hearts hanging from every surface - all in colors of pink, white and shades of red. You must profess your love and affection for the object of said love and affection.
What if you don't have one? What if you have no special love for whom to buy a heart shaped box of chocolate? No one to whom you can send a romantic card? No one who will send you one? No flowers arriving at your door via FTD delivery man?
Well. Let's not despair. Really. It's possible not to do so. We can decide not to mope about this lack of romantic interest in our lives, or we can mope, eat a whole box of chocolates ourselves that we bought for ourself. Which will it be?
We single folks can also decide to celebrate a day that focuses on love with all those we love in ways other than romantic. Myself? I bought cards for my kids, and for other single friends who will not have romantic cards sent to them. My cards will tell them how precious they are as friends. My children will also get individual notes in each of their cards, letting them know how unique each one of them is and how desperately I love them.
Another terrific idea would be to have a fabulous party...a wine tasting, a potluck, a dessert extravaganza...for all your single friends, or folks who don't have family near. Just having an excuse for fellowship is a terrific way to celebrate the holiday of love.
If you don't have friends, or some family you'd have for a party...how about giving a card or chocolate to your neighbor, a co-worker, a pastor, an old teacher, a nursing home resident, your mailman or paper delivery boy. Someone in your life would love attention on Valentine's Day as much as you would appreciate it. Give, celebrate loving people like Jesus does.
Speaking of Jesus, could there be any greater love to celebrate than His? Is He not the best Valentine there is? If you will be alone on February 14th, why not make yourself a special dinner, a glass of wine, a treat for dessert - and then sit and rejoice in the Father's love for you, in the gift of Jesus to your life - listen to worship music, dance in your kitchen, light candles...and celebrate the most fabulous love in your life. The truest lover of your soul; Jesus.
You are His Beloved, His Bride..He sings over you with delight when you are His.
Love to you My Valentine's...really.....
We are not alone...we have each other as we are on this quest called, 'Single'.
Societal pressures abound. Where do you go that you do NOT get inundated with cards, chocolates, flowers, hearts hanging from every surface - all in colors of pink, white and shades of red. You must profess your love and affection for the object of said love and affection.
What if you don't have one? What if you have no special love for whom to buy a heart shaped box of chocolate? No one to whom you can send a romantic card? No one who will send you one? No flowers arriving at your door via FTD delivery man?
Well. Let's not despair. Really. It's possible not to do so. We can decide not to mope about this lack of romantic interest in our lives, or we can mope, eat a whole box of chocolates ourselves that we bought for ourself. Which will it be?
We single folks can also decide to celebrate a day that focuses on love with all those we love in ways other than romantic. Myself? I bought cards for my kids, and for other single friends who will not have romantic cards sent to them. My cards will tell them how precious they are as friends. My children will also get individual notes in each of their cards, letting them know how unique each one of them is and how desperately I love them.
Another terrific idea would be to have a fabulous party...a wine tasting, a potluck, a dessert extravaganza...for all your single friends, or folks who don't have family near. Just having an excuse for fellowship is a terrific way to celebrate the holiday of love.
If you don't have friends, or some family you'd have for a party...how about giving a card or chocolate to your neighbor, a co-worker, a pastor, an old teacher, a nursing home resident, your mailman or paper delivery boy. Someone in your life would love attention on Valentine's Day as much as you would appreciate it. Give, celebrate loving people like Jesus does.
Speaking of Jesus, could there be any greater love to celebrate than His? Is He not the best Valentine there is? If you will be alone on February 14th, why not make yourself a special dinner, a glass of wine, a treat for dessert - and then sit and rejoice in the Father's love for you, in the gift of Jesus to your life - listen to worship music, dance in your kitchen, light candles...and celebrate the most fabulous love in your life. The truest lover of your soul; Jesus.
You are His Beloved, His Bride..He sings over you with delight when you are His.
Love to you My Valentine's...really.....
We are not alone...we have each other as we are on this quest called, 'Single'.
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